I realise now that I'm not the kind of person that is able to walk into someone else's life, and leave an indelible footprint. In other words, to be able to have the person to remember you.
I guess i'm quite unremarkable, in that sense. If people could describe me in one word, most of them can hardly go further than the word nice. And well, its nice to be "nice", but really, sometimes I want to be more that just being known as "nice". I guess this is probably why i made that anal remark
"I don't want to be responsible, I want to be funny"
in OBML. Because fun people are able to stay in people's memories. I mean, memorable times are often characterized with humor, laughter, friendship...Often when people bring up memories its always about something funny. Few people remember moments where they are shouted at to clear their mess, or to do this, do that. And thats what I do. In my quest to fufil my "responsible" character, I always have to push other people to do necessary things which they otherwise might not have done. So being memorable? Nah.
Well, I guess I'm just not that kind of person. To be unfailing humourous, or to simply be charismatic. I'm just a wallflower, and I guess that saddens me because well, what's life if you can't make an impact on other people's life?

Okay enough emo-ing. Tomorrow results are coming back in, so if I dont blog for the next few days, it probably means I'm grounded.